What Do I Want?

Being true to myself?

I absolutely love my work; creating content is my passion. However, being driven by likes and comments is something I hadn’t anticipated. So, I’ve started taking occasional social media breaks, which do me a world of good but also stir up some unrest because this is my business, my livelihood. Sitting still and doing nothing doesn’t feel right either. The other day, I made the decision to close the doors of the brand partner shops on my website. It’s too much responsibility that I’ve burdened myself with. Too much hassle, both administratively and creatively. I want to stay true to myself, to remain grounded.

But what does that mean exactly? Being true to myself? Where did I start, and with what motives?

Reflecting on these questions, I realize that being true to myself means staying authentic to my core values, beliefs, and passions. It’s about reconnecting with the initial spark that ignited my journey and remembering why I embarked on this path in the first place. Was it driven by a genuine desire to create, inspire, and make a difference? Or did external pressures and expectations steer me off course?

Returning to my roots allows me to rediscover my purpose and intentions, stripping away the noise of likes, comments, and societal pressures. It’s about finding clarity amidst the chaos and embracing my unique voice and vision. By aligning my actions with my true self, I can navigate the challenges and uncertainties confidently and authentically. And in doing so, I can create content that resonates not only with others but also with my own soul.