Closing Chapter 2021

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Writing my thoughts on paper is one of the ways I have been processing my emotions all my life.

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31/12/2021

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4 min read

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As a child and young woman, I used to write diaries full of stories, emotions, thoughts, to understand, articulate, reflect on my feelings. But ultimately mainly to process events, understand them, give them a place, and finally let go. Writing has helped me come to my senses, several times in my life. Today, notebooks are still scattered all around the house, they are used more to remember things, ideas that pop-up and things I shouldn’t forget. Writing has become more digital these days, and I often type what I feel instead of writing on paper. My iPhone is the pocket computer I use for nearly everything, I still like to write or scribble thoughts on an empty screen.

Bye

I wrote it on Instagram earlier this week; I feel the blues. Nothing new because I have felt a melancholy come over me for as long as I can remember at the end of each year. Saying goodbye, looking back at what has been, and letting go of times that will never come back. 2021 was, of course, a beautiful year with unique highlights. Like every year it has its own shine. But it was also a year where Covid was still dominating and ended up into a total lockdown in the end.

My way of living “in the now” is to look back and accept what has been. Realizing it will never come back. With nostalgia, each year I analyze the past and embrace the memories. A major global pandemic doesn’t help to end the year lightly and cheerfully, especially not when it’s ending in a total lockdown. I do my best to remain positive but like many others, I fail sometimes. And that is when the writing helps. To analyze, appreciate what has been, accept and also to make new plans for the future.

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"Writing is a natural medicine; it is like a homeopathic remedy derived from life’s stuff– your personal experience."

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Hello

My New Year’s resolutions are never about special diets, exercising more, or working less. For as long as I can remember, they have been about emotions and spiritual goals. I write down what I need in a new year and then release those resolutions too, just to keep myself from frantically reaching my goals.

I think the uncertainty of the pandemic has shown how important it is to make sure you take good care of yourself, both physically and mentally. Writing is a natural medicine; it is like a homeopathic remedy derived from life’s stuff– your personal experience. I find it helpful to write about my feelings, especially regarding uncertainties about life, like the pandemic. My grandmother always told me, “you can’t look after everyone if you can’t look after yourself.” This is especially true throughout the pandemic, as we can become very focused on our loved ones and not ourselves and become burnt out. Making time for me is high on my new year’s resolutions list for 2022.

During the pandemic, the little things in life became big, right? Every day things like not being able to leave the house or go to a park with our children, popping over to friends for a coffee. So, another resolution is to appreciate the little things even more next year, and I realize they were actually the big things when they were taken away again. Next year, I will be making an effort to embrace the important things in life. Not just friends and family, but nature, closeness, love, understanding and compassion, too.

Another resolution that I started a long time ago and will be on my list again for 2022 is to be honest about how I feel. I will also encourage other people around me to be honest about how they feel. Real strength lies only in the truth.

Tomorrow is promised to no-one. Letting go of a year doesn’t mean we don’t learn from what happened to us in the previous year. Never forget the events of the past two years. Because, if they’ve taught us anything, it’s this: you never know what tomorrow brings or takes away. I always think I have time to do the things I want to do – go on a memorable holiday, learn how to do something new, start painting. I don’t know what lies ahead, so one resolution for the new year is to make the most of the time I have now and make the most of every day without putting things off.

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Create my own magic

I hope 2022 will help me see things positively and enjoy every second of life. I hope I will do lots of things I haven’t done before. I hope to share my love of AndBloom with everyone in my community. I hope I can continue to create my own magic, and I wish you the same. Happy New Year.

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